Sunday, June 9, 2013

Stoking the fire

Just when I was beginning to doubt whether I wanted to continue this journey again or not, my weekend was flooded with commentary from friends, which only served to spur me on…

- “Are you losing more weight?” What did she mean by ‘more’? Have people noticed and not said anything?
- “Are you still doing this juicing thing? Are you just gonna keep it up until you disappear?” Believe it or not, this friend knows nothing of my ED history.
- (After she’d had a steak sub dinner and I’d had 16 oz of juice, I was bellyaching about how full I was and she said her stomach was still grumbling…) “Look at us! You’re gonna be so skinny and I’m gonna be the fat one!” gonna be skinny” means I’m not there yet, and “the fat one” means that I haven’t been considered the skinniest of all us heretofore. This is unacceptable and must change!

Starve on.

3 comments:

Joules said...

I'm happy you're back.

Lucy's Shadow said...

So happy that you're posting again!
you're a massive inspiration!
xoxoxo

Aye Ell said...

I'm so excited you're back! I've missed reading your blog so much.