I've missed you guys every day. I never stopped thinking about getting back to this blog.
In mid-November I was invited to a "birthday party" that turned out to be an intervention. I was sent home for six weeks, no work allowed, to focus on "getting healthy." I gained weight, and they let me go the day after New Years.
I haven't weighed myself yet, but I'm fucking exploding out of my old clothes and I hate it. I'm back in NY now, but I don't know where I'll go from here.
But I went thru the comments right now. I missed you guys, I really did. I miss ana. I just don't know where I want to go from here. Forgive me.