Sunday, January 25, 2009

I've gotten down to eating only 2 meals a day (breakfast and dinner), and I've been allowed to go back to the gym three or four times a week. I'm down 6 pounds.

It's not ana, but at least it's in the right direction.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

I've missed you guys every day. I never stopped thinking about getting back to this blog.

In mid-November I was invited to a "birthday party" that turned out to be an intervention. I was sent home for six weeks, no work allowed, to focus on "getting healthy." I gained weight, and they let me go the day after New Years.

I haven't weighed myself yet, but I'm fucking exploding out of my old clothes and I hate it. I'm back in NY now, but I don't know where I'll go from here.

But I went thru the comments right now. I missed you guys, I really did. I miss ana. I just don't know where I want to go from here. Forgive me.