Well hello there, skinny bitches.
I'm thinking of starving again.
I'm back to 145. Have been trying to "be good": eating, exercising moderately.
But this is too much weight. I hate my body. I'm sorry, HOW THE HELL does anyone just EAT and LOSE weight?
I thought I had deleted this blog when I decided to "get healthy" earlier this year. Glad to see it's still here. Glad to see people are still reading it and leaving comments.
Just so ya'll know... the hater's comments will not be published. Thanks for reading; now fuck off. Call me ana. Or just call me a "starving artist." I could bloody care less.
To the supporters... ya'll are my thinspiration. You make me feel its ok to come back.
I liquid-fasted last Friday and lost 2.5 lbs. It felt fucking marvelous. But I gained it back over the weekend and I feel like shit again. Tomorrow I will be liquid fasting again. Just the taste of it (forgive the minced words) makes me wanna go crash dieting back down to 130 and get lost in starvation again...
Are there any readers still out there? Ana is listening...